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Post by tyler on Jul 4, 2011 0:03:42 GMT -5
 - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -LITTLE DARLING, THE SMILES RETURNING TO THE FACESlittle darling, it seems like years since it's been here- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -The sun really could not have been shining any brighter. fortuneately, tyler had learned to appreciate this at an early age. his mother, an artist, was constantly pointing out the way the sun reflected off the water, making it almost mirror-like, and how it immediately made everyone look and feel happier. normally when ty came to the beach, he noticed these details from his childhood. but currently he wasn't noticing much of anything. since his conversation with genevive, he had thought of nothing else but her. he really had been crazy about her while they were dating. he was heartbroken- though he'd deny those exact words- when they had decided to end it because their parents disapproval. it took a long time for him to move on and stop having feelings for her. they'd even become pretty good friends. unfortuneately, now his feelings for her were back.
A sigh escaped his lips as he trudged through the warm sand. he wasn't sure where exactly he was walking, but he knew the beach well enough to find his way back. they had talked last night about her coming to visit, but tyler had no idea if that would actually happen. she seemed pretty busy- and dedicated- at work. he pulled his cell phone out of his pocket and checked again for any text or missed call. he was begining to feel desperate. But after three years of not seeing her...the thought made him want to call and book a flight for her. he just needed to see her again to see what these feelings were. just nostalgia, or were they the real deal?
He squinted to a figure standing about thirty feet away. he couldn't make the person out due to the sun, but...no, his eyes were playing tricks on him. it was just because she was on his mind. right? - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
LITTLE DARLING, I FEEL THAT ICE IS SLOWLY MELTING
little darling, it seems like years since it's been clear
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lyrics; here comes the sun by the beatles
listening to; two more lonely people by miley cyrus (*hangs head in shame*)
word count; ughh idk
credit; to brooke from caution |
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Post by GENEVIVE ARIANNA MCCARTHY on Jul 4, 2011 0:35:19 GMT -5
| [atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, border-radius: 1em; -moz-border-radius: 1em; background-image:url(http://i56.tinypic.com/2wom9du.png), width: 400px; height: 400px;] Sometimes I wish for falling, Wish for the release I’ll dance with myself, I drunk myself down, Found people to love, Left people to drown, I'm not scared to jump, I'm not scared to fall, there was nowhere to land, I wouldn't be scared at all…
it had been three years. three long years since genevive had stepped foot on hawaiian soil. it had been three years since she ran away from the biggest heartbreak she had ever known. things had changed so much. new buidlings had popped up and the places she used to hang out at in high school were no longer there or not popular anymore. when she arrived last night, it took all she had not to rush over to her ex's and tell him that she wanted him. after all these years. but she was going to surprise him she decided.she had went to the beach in the morning. she always did her best thinking at the beach. it was calm and the waves splashed against her bare skin cooled her. the sun beat down on her already sun-kissed skin. genevive wore her bathing suit, the one that showed off in just the right places. her long curled hair blew in the wind, tickling her bare shoulder every once in awhile. this was the most peaceful she had been since she her plane landed.
things had ended between her and tyler. a long time ago. but yet, there always seemed to be this space between them when they talked. like they both were avoiding something that neither one of them wanted to bring up. she had promised that she would see tyler soon. and she was keeping that promise, she just didn't know how to handle it. how do you tell the person who you haven't seen in three years that you're here and that you wanted to see exactly how they felt about you? you didn't. so she had decided she would just call him and tell him that she was here. see how it went from there. when it came to tyler, things seemed to be a little stressed. there were still emotions attached to their relationship, whether they both liked it or not. but the simple fact remained. he chose his family over her. and she respected that. so she left, unable to look at his face another minute. she had been lucky. she got by with phone calls and im's. no personal contact what-so-ever. she was sure that he followed her when he could. the ads and publicity. it wasn't hard to find out what she was doing at any given time. just goggle her name.
deep in thought, she was unaware that he, the very person she was thinking about, was walking straight to her. she was looking out at the ocean. just thinking. maybe one day she'd get over him completely, but this was not that day, and tomorrow didn't seem too great either.
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Post by tyler on Jul 4, 2011 23:37:56 GMT -5
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -LITTLE DARLING, THE SMILES RETURNING TO THE FACESlittle darling, it seems like years since it's been here- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Tyler took a tentative step forward, put his hand up to shade his eyes form the sun. the beautiful brunnette standing just a few feet among him was definitely genevive. he just couldn't believe it. his hand dropped lazily away from his face as he stood there dumb-founded. thinking back on his life, he could not think of a single moment when he was literally speechless. until now, that was. for a moment, no thoughts ran through his mind. he just stood stupidly behind her without saying anything. But then as the reality of the situation sunk in, he was filled with questions.
Why had she not told him she was coming into town? he had spent a majority of their conversation practically begging her to visit...and she didn't even tell him she was coming into town. thinking back on their conversation, he just felt embarassed and dumb. there he was missing her and hoping to see her-- she probably thought he was desperate. but then again, he was desperate. desperate to see her. after three long years, she was a short walk away. he had dreamed about this moment. and yet, it was all wrong.
Taking the necessary steps forward, he reached out...then stopped for two reasons. the first- they weren't dating anymore. what did this situation call for? a hug? a tentative tap on the shoulder? it all sounded stupid. second- he was too pissed off. he shook his head and finally spoke the words he'd been wondering all along, "what are you doing here?" he didn't mean for it to come out so cold-- he was glad to see her-- but he also couldn't help feeling a little stupid. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
LITTLE DARLING, I FEEL THAT ICE IS SLOWLY MELTING
little darling, it seems like years since it's been clear
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lyrics; here comes the sun by the beatles
listening to; heaven by the fire
word count; ughh idk
credit; to brooke from caution |
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Post by GENEVIVE ARIANNA MCCARTHY on Jul 4, 2011 23:57:51 GMT -5
| [atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, border-radius: 1em; -moz-border-radius: 1em; background-image:url(http://i56.tinypic.com/2wom9du.png), width: 400px; height: 400px;] Sometimes I wish for falling, Wish for the release I’ll dance with myself, I drunk myself down, Found people to love, Left people to drown, I'm not scared to jump, I'm not scared to fall, there was nowhere to land, I wouldn't be scared at all…
she didn't realize how big this moment was until she was there. how was she going to see him without tearing up? without letting him know that it wasn't over for her? she sighed to herself. things were complicated to say the very least. but it had pleased her when he begged for her to come see him. it meant that he wasn't completely repulsed by her. maybe liked her even. strictly friend of course. she was sure when he had chosen to use his family as an excuse to break things off, that it really was something she had done to drive him away. and now she was still paying for it. still breaking into a million pieces after all these years. she'd never say that to him, or to anyone. she'd suffered alone, in silence, for the past three years, and she wasn't about to spill it all out now. she was still kind of hoping that she would get over him soon. but it seemed like it was going to take forever. thats what you got for loving someone completely and them breaking your heart.
she was startled as she was interrupted from her thoughts by a very familiar voice. turning around, she almost died. standing there was the reasoning behind the visit to hawaii, the reasoning behind everything. there stood tyler daniels. and he looked even more amazing than he did the last time she seen him. she hadn't expected him to be at the beach this early. another thing she hadn't expected was his tone of voice. ty? hi. she sounded surprised. genevine wasn't sure how to react to his question nor the tone. she had never heard him talk like to her. i-i came to see you. was all she managed to say. she was sure she had plenty more to tell him but at the moment she was speechless.
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Post by tyler on Jul 5, 2011 0:10:49 GMT -5
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -LITTLE DARLING, THE SMILES RETURNING TO THE FACESlittle darling, it seems like years since it's been here- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Upon hearing her answer, tyler only got more confused. she was there to see him? of course he had begged her to come, but when he saw her there so soon, he just figured she was there to visit her parents or something. honestly, his thoughts were that she wasn't even planning on telling him she was in town. or she would have when they talked. but maybe he was wrong. but that didn't explain why she had kept him in the dark.
She sounded nervous, but he couldn't blame her with the rude attitude he was giving her. but he was hurt. he stuck his hands in his pockets and raised an eyebrow. "well why didn't you tell me when we were talking? god, instead of letting me ramble on like an idiot." he grimaced and then shook his head. "or were you in town for something else and just planning on not telling me? i know we broke up, but i figured we could at least be friends."
He was being much harsher than he deserved, but suddenly he couldn't stop emotions from tumbling. anger that she had left so fast he couldn't say goodbye. hurt that she never came to visit. guilt that it was porbably because of him...and of course, the attraction that he had and would always feel for his first love. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
LITTLE DARLING, I FEEL THAT ICE IS SLOWLY MELTING
little darling, it seems like years since it's been clear
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lyrics; here comes the sun by the beatles
listening to; untouchable by taylor swift
word count; ughh idk
credit; to brooke from caution |
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Post by GENEVIVE ARIANNA MCCARTHY on Jul 5, 2011 0:28:49 GMT -5
| [atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, border-radius: 1em; -moz-border-radius: 1em; background-image:url(http://i56.tinypic.com/2wom9du.png), width: 400px; height: 400px;] Sometimes I wish for falling, Wish for the release I’ll dance with myself, I drunk myself down, Found people to love, Left people to drown, I'm not scared to jump, I'm not scared to fall, there was nowhere to land, I wouldn't be scared at all…
genevive had never really thought about how he would react to all this. she figured that he would have been happy, very far from what attitude she was getting now from him. why was he so upset? so rude. maybe all those im's and talks on the phone were just an act. something to get her through the conversation. maybe he really did hate her. she tried her best not to cry. crying at this point would only make things worse. she had left so soon after the break up so she didn't have to deal with the feeling of not being good enough. and now she realized that she had just postponed the inevitable. things hadn't changed. she couldn't deal with the pain, and seeing him so upset with her only heightened the experience. maybe she was diluted in the fact that they could remain friends. after everything
she adverted her eyes from his face in order to stop herself from getting too overemotional. it was suppose to be a surprise. she spoke only in a whisper. not knowing if she was talking to herself or him. genevive fidgeted uncomfortably. how was she going to talk to him when he was so upset with her. maybe she should play it off like she wasn't going to tell him she was back in hawaii. maybe then they both could just move on. but it wasn't that easy. and looking at him upset made it all the more harder. she finally looked up at him. ty, we are friend. i was going to tell you. today. i was going to come over to your house. if he didn't understand that, then there was no hope.
she rummaged through her mind, trying to figure out what she had done wrong. what had happened three years ago to make things so complicated between them. this maybe would have been easier to let him go if she knew that he was happy with someone. but hadn't he told her that he wasn't with anyone? she had tried not to get her hopes up, tried not to wonder why he was single. tried not to think it was because of her, because he still wanted to be with her. standing in front of him now, she knew that none of that was the case. he was much better off without her,
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