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[ROMAN JOSEPH GREY]

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[atrb=background,http://i54.tinypic.com/1twhdz.jpg] Averi’s words sort of helped him. He trusted her, though most girls had hard taste on other girls they met, he could trust that the waitress he had insulted wasn’t all too nice. Though, Roman wouldn’t go as far as to out right call her a bitch. Averi might want to be careful for saying it out loud; she might come back and dump a full cup of water on her as well. Then again, if she did, he wouldn’t take to kindly too it. In fact, he would even yell a few words at the girl and stand up for his friend to have the waitress just leave them alone. That’s what actually made him feel a lot better, having the idea of defending Averi if the situation called for it. But if it had been a guy, he would just tell him to suck it up and be a man about it not some whiney teenage. Sure Rome was harder on the guys; he wanted them to grow up more like men, like him, then like children going around acting like everything they see was a toy just to play with. As he waited for her thoughts on his offer of a ride, he tapped his fingers on the table again with curious impatience. Once again his charming smile ceasing his features. He wanted her to say yes. The idea was a good one in his mind, having her take a ride around the island with him. But her answer, when it finally came out, was less then thrilling. To him, and maybe was a no, granted to everyone else a maybe was a possible yes, to him it wasn’t. He could only see one reason why she won’t want to, because she didn’t trust him enough, though he confident that he at least had enough from her for a ride. “Oh come on, it would be exhilarating and fun and more importantly, you would be with me.” A smile again then he continued, “Don’t you want to feel real power between your legs as you ride?” Wait. That didn’t sound at all appropriate. He held his next breath immediately and looked across the table, knowing exactly how she would take it. Rome shut his mouth with a snap and just looked, nearly a playful glare. “I’m not talking about having sex with me, Ave. I know I’m not on your list of people to share a bed with, you don’t have to tell me.” He didn’t know that, but he was sure she didn’t because he knew that she only slept with a guy that she had a use for, and clearly that wasn’t him. But it caused his mind to ponder why exactly he wasn’t good enough for her. Rome breathed out heavily, shoving the thoughts of sharing that kind of relationship with her down to the base of his brain. “After I finish it, I’ll just swing by your place and see if you want to join me.” He sifted through his word choice carefully that time. He wasn’t about to try to forget the other part of their conversation, no, that was going to eat away in his mind for the next few days. But not mentioning it was as good as it was going to get for him. words.555 tagged.averi notes.i hope this works

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[AVERI RYNN SILVER]

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[atrb=width,240] she didn't lie, if she thought the girl was a bitch, it was the truth, at least in her eyes. to some, she might be this wonderful angel, but averi worked with her, so she knew the truth. she didn't care if the girl heard her or not. she could take care of herself. she definitely wouldn't just sit there while she splashed water in her face like roman had done. she briefly wondered what he would do if the waitress came back to do that. would he laugh like she had done, or take up for her. honestly, she hoped he'd just laugh. she never had anyone really take up for her before. especially a guy. but then again, she never really let anyone that close to her to find out. she didn't meant to be a bubble buster. she just didn't know if he was going to stick around long enough or them to do something like that. she watched him beg for her to say yes, and she was about to, just to get him off her back. she could make up some excuse later when and if it actually happened. just then, he did something she wasn't expecting. she laughed, she couldn't help it. averi literally would have fell out of her booth laughing if she would allow herself. wow. she managed to say to him after a moment of hard laughter. she couldn't believe he actually said that. and on top of it, he tried to correct himself. she stopped laughing when he spoke again, wiping the tears that had seemed for from at the corners of her eyes. with a smirk, she commented on his statement. you don't know that. she winked at him. believe her, averi had thought about it plenty of times to get with roman. and he deserved a little fun now and again. he worked so hard in the shop and worked so hard to get her out of her shell. he deserved to have a little something. and yeah, it would probably be using on both accounts, but they were friends, and it was okay as long as he didn't split after getting it. but what held her back was not the friends part, it was the part that he talked about being in a relationship before he would have sex. and she didn't do relationships. averi nodded at his statement, still thinking about what he'd be like between the sheets. would he soft and loving like his personality suggested, or rough and needy? averi shivered at the thought, feeling her cheeks heat up from the thoughts she was having. she quickly drunk her water to get her mind off of having sex with roman. we'll see. she said, still not making any promises to ride the bike with him.	[atrb=width,140] words , 471words tagged , roman notes , i smell epicness !
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[ROMAN JOSEPH GREY]

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[atrb=background,http://i54.tinypic.com/1twhdz.jpg] Was he more curious that he might be on her list or curious what she’d be like in bed? No, that was the same thing, technically, wasn’t it? He shook his head to clear it. Things might turn down a different road if they didn’t get off the subject. But he had been stunned and partly flattered when she remarked that he didn’t know that he wasn’t on her list for sure. Honestly, his mind kind of stalled when she mentioned it. Not like he hadn’t thought about it though, but he let those matters stay in his head. Rome wouldn’t voice the idea that hey should try something. Clearing his mind for some time, he weakly smiled at her for her new reply to possibly sharing a ride on his bike with him. He took this one better, mostly because he didn’t want to start trying to convince her again and end up saying other thinks that seemed kinky or dirty. It was weird really, he usually though a lot more before saying things, but recently today things have just been slipping out. The man needed a second to get his thoughts together. Leaning his back fully against the padding of the booth, Roman let out a huff of air and just let his gaze fall to the table. Eyebrows furrowed and he shuffled things through his head. A lot was let out into the field in the matter of minutes, things that should be talked about outside of a public place. His eyes flicked around to the other people sitting it their seats, taking no once of him and Averi and eating what they ordered. But the words were still paying in his head, like only a few lines from a song that you couldn’t remember the rest of. He was sure he wasn’t on her list; she had never made a move to show him other wise. He had to get a straight answer about this, or at least try to convince her what he was trying to tell himself. He leaned forward and rested his elbows on the table as he looked at her. “I know I’m not on your list because you laughed when I brought up you and me having sex.” He wasn’t confident, and it was in his voice as he spoke. In this booth, with her sitting directly in across from him, he didn’t feel too secure at the moment with the mention of mostly his sex life being talked about. Sure, he hadn’t been in a relationship in at least three months, so you could say he wasn’t getting any. But this surprise visit had stayed a surprise. Roman tapped the tune she had hummed when he first came in, if anything, it was showing his uncertainty right now. The only thing he felt safe about was that they were in a public place; nothing would happen here out where so many eyes could see. He pulled back, his hands still pattering the pattern, and slide to bad posture in the booth. He blamed the waitress for this, if she would have never interrupted them and asked what he wanted to drink, none of this would have happened. He was beginning to believe the she was an actual bitch. words.548 tagged.averi notes.i hope this works

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[AVERI RYNN SILVER]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,10,true][atrb=style, background-color: #423c42;,true][cs=2] & YOU'RE NOT EVEN HUMAN ` YOU'RE JUST A LOVELY IDEA OF ONE WHO I ACCIDENTALLY LOVED AND GAVE EVERYTHING TO BECOME THE GIRL ON THE PIANO BENCH SINGING ALL OF HER TEARS - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - away
[atrb=width,240] averi had never let on that roman was part of her list. it seemed kind of weird to call it that, but whatever worked. she had imagined it once or twice, or even more times, but it never seemed just right. most of the time he was in a relationship, and she couldn't do that to him. plus he wouldn't have done anything with her anyways. and now come to think of it, she was sure, if given the opportunity, he probably wouldn't have done anything with her like that. because did he view her as just a friend? nothing sexual about it. they had been friends for a while, he had never made a move on her, so why would she think any different? he just seemed to want her company and nothing more. but should they try something, or would it complicate things to no end? she chewed on her lip as she thought about this. she probably could seduce him right here in this booth and no one would know. except of course them. she watched him move, like he was nervous or in need of a drink. averi was surprised to hear him huff. she had no problem talking about hot button issues in a booth of a fairly crowded restaurant. she also didn't mind get a little physical in public. she was always up for something at least once. but would he have been up for it? she watched him, smirking when he mentioned it once again. boy does he need to get laid. she thought. he sounded nervous and unsure. it was quite adorable come to think about it. was he asking her if she wanted to have sex with him? in a round about way, he was. he was hitting his fingers on the table again. averi had determined this was out of nerves. she smirks, sliding out of her jacket, placing it on the booth beside her, and scooting out, standing at the table. there was no going back once she did what she was about to do. she chewed on her lip, contemplating if she should really do it. oh what the hell, you only live once. averi smirked. she was going to show him exactly what she was thinking only moments ago. and make him believe, without a shadow of a doubt that he was on her list. thankfully, the booths were big and enough room where she could slide in between him and the table. she slid her leg over his, straddling him, but still not putting all her pressure on him, for she figured she'd crush him. with a smirk, she leaned down, firmly pressing her lips to his. it was odd at first, kissing a good friend, but it grew to be exciting and fun even. her hand rested firmly on his shoulder. she wondered what was going through his brain at this moment, because thoughts were racing in hers. after a moment, she pulled away, licking her lips and then smirking. still think i'm joking about the list?	[atrb=width,140] words , 512 words tagged , roman notes , i smell epicness !
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[ROMAN JOSEPH GREY]

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[atrb=background,http://i54.tinypic.com/1twhdz.jpg] It was like his words had wrapped tightly around the handle and pulled the trigger. Roman watched her, maybe too intently, as she removed her jacket and stood by the table chewing her lip. She was thinking of something, what ever it was he had no voice to ask about it. She decided over it rather quickly though, maybe too quickly. It made him placed his hands flat against the seat of the booth and he pushed himself up so that he sat straight. He should have said something but he didn’t. She swung her legs around him and ended up on top, her straddling him. He didn’t even shift in discomfort when she rested against him. But the new position made him think of what he had mentioned accidently, ‘Don’t you want to feel real power between your legs as you ride?’ He was eating his words. But he could tell though that she was holding back so she didn’t rest fully dependant on him. Averi underestimated how strong he was. Eyes had drawn themselves to look at her smirk while she stayed perched over him. He wasn’t flinching away or anything as she leaned toward him. He didn’t think she would actually do it, but she kissed him. A breath was sucked him sharply before she pressed her lips to his, he was sure that this wasn’t real. They were in a restaurant after all, sitting at a booth, kissing, while she straddled him. How did no one notice? It was different in the beginning since he was thinking that they were just friends but things shifted and he found himself pushing back against her getting deeper into the contact between them. Heartbeat picking up ever so slightly as he kissed her back. His hands seemed to lift on their own accord and one rested on her hip while the other brushed it’s fingers over her lower back. Rome was totally screwed and he knew it, but he couldn’t help himself, it just didn’t seem real, in fact he was sure it was all in his head. It wasn’t until she pulled back and ran her tongue over he lips, which he watched with a grin, and began to speak did it dawn on him that it had actually happened. His entire body froze and he just looked at her, shock filling him. His eyes were a bit wide and he slid his hands from their resting places, but he had them stop while on her thighs. It was clear that what ever she had said went right over his head. “That really just happened, didn’t it?” Though the man didn’t need an answer to that. Attentions turned to his hands that rested on her legs. He smiled faintly and began to caress her thighs with his thumbs. Was it really that bad? Yes. Because knowing Averi it would just be a one time thing and he wasn’t a one time guy. He breathed out and frowned some. It would end at this and they both knew it. Looking back up at her, he lifted and hand and ran the pad of his thumb other her bottom lip and looked at her mouth rather then her eyes, a taunting grin tugging up the corner of his mouth. Was he teasing her? Hell, he was still confused, it was his first time in the seduction area, but his body knew what it was doing. That made him nervous still. He was acting out of what felt right, out of instinct, rather then thinking about things. Rome stayed quiet, more intrigued to see what she would do next. words.608 tagged.averi notes.i hope this works

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[AVERI RYNN SILVER]

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[atrb=width,240] nothing was to be safe anymore. averi had watched him fidget and fight. he wanted this just as bad as she had. and him watching her remove her jacket only made that too clear. she could feel him tense and she smirked at the possibility of getting to him so soon. of course this was unexpected, averi had never really voiced her actions like this before. become the seducer instead of being the one that was being seduced. nor had she ever said how much she wanted to kiss his lips or see what he was like in bed. all these thing lay dormant, until today obviously. being above him was exhilarating. being in a booth in a crowed restaurant was exhilarating. seducing her only good guy friend was exhilarating. it was wrong in so many levels, but maybe that was the appeal of it all. maybe they just needed to get the sexual frustration out and they would be good. maybe. she was grateful that he didn't push her away, or they would have had more problems than just this. reject was ugly, and probably something neither one of them would have come back on. it was just pure simple facts. people were too busy with their own hook ups to noticed what was happening in the corner booth far away from them. probably no one would bother them unless the waitress that splashed the water on roman came to rescue him. yes, averi viewed this as sort of an assault. she was sure that he wanted to see how it was with her, but not here, not now. he wanted a relationship and that was not what she wanted. though he probably was the only guy she really trusted, she didn't know if she could ever be in a serious relationship like he wanted. she didn't view herself as girlfriend material. she didn't know how to act in a relationship because she never had one. what did a girlfriend do exactly? except get used for sex. the guy probably only wanted to make sure he had a steady lay before he went off and got multiple of other girls to do. but looking at roman, she couldn't believe that was true. he seemed sweet and kind, at least that was the way he was with her. maybe in a lot of ways, he was sort of perfect for her, but averi couldn't see it, at least not yet anyways. feeling him push back against her lips gave her more confidence. she opened her mouth slightly, breathing in his scent as she kissed him. averi felt his hands on her hip and lower back and a smirk almost escaped her lips. so she was right, he wanted this too. made her feel so much better. he might not want her permanently, but he wanted her then and that was all that really matter at this point. it was more than she expected and at the same time exactly what she expected. what she didn't expect it that the fever made her want more. this feeling of his hand on her made her want it more. maybe it had been awhile, but it made her feel desired, wanted. she nodded her head when he spoke. yes, this really just happened. unbelievable. he thought she was some kind of dream, that it wasn't real. she smirked at him as he began to move his fingers against her skin. the skirt of her dress was pushed up in order for her to straddle him, so it wasn't hard to feel his calloused hands on her bare skin. she almost moaned from the friction. but bit her lip to shut herself up. she watched him as his hand slid up to her lips. she smirked. he was looking at her lips, not her face. the look was something completely different than she had ever seen from him before. passion? lust maybe? she didn't know, but she liked it. it made her feel wanted, desired. she opened her mouth slightly, kissing his thumb seductively. as she did this, she sat more in his lap, pressing her body closer to his. she could feel the heat and the tension between them. her eyes never left his as she gently continued to kiss his thumb. she could tease too. and roman was finding that out quickly.	[atrb=width,140] words , 730 words tagged , roman notes , i smell epicness !
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[ROMAN JOSEPH GREY]

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[atrb=background,http://i54.tinypic.com/1twhdz.jpg] Heat had begun to radiate off him the moment she slid herself over him in the booth. But now when she answered his questioned, the temperature went up a few levels as Rome could feel the heat from her breath brush across his cheeks. It made him release a slow heavy breath. He was starting to think that she could read minds, or at least his mind, or maybe he was just an open book to her. What ever the case it was like she was mimicking what he had thought about a few times, granted in his mind they weren’t in a restaurant. Though, part of him wasn’t completely sure that contact like this between them was such a good idea. He couldn’t, more like wouldn’t, jump into situations like this unless he had a relationship for awhile. But then again, he had known Averi for a long time and he knew things abut her and how she acted that no other guy really cared to look for. His eyes felt clouded over with admiration and desire as she started to press her lips back against his thumb. Oddly, he was jealous of his own thumb because it was getting the attention that he wanted. Meanwhile, his other hand started to play with the edge of fabric from her dress, rubbing it between his fingers, even sliding a digit or two under it for a quick brush. Her skin was smooth, mixed with the feel of the dress she felt like silk in his hands. The lightly tanned flesh of her thigh warming his hand as he pressed his finger tips into it. When she had gotten closer to him, he had to stifle a groan of pleasure and only let a smirk peek through so that he didn’t seem to easy to get in a trance. But it had been awhile, about four months probably more, and he was a sucker for girls on top. He was started to think this wasn’t too bad of an idea, at least they had know each other for a while after all. Roman lifted his foggy gaze from her lips and looked at her blue eyes, he didn’t exactly know what he saw in them, but it didn’t seem like she wanted to stop any time soon. He wasn’t completely sure he did either. Looking back at his hand by her lips, he turned and shifted it location slowly, letting each of his finger brush across her lips and earn a kiss. And when he did feel the press of her lips it shot heat through his fingers all the way along his arm to his chest. He was getting enough heat to fuel a fire in him, but that could have just been the combination of her body and his. Word leaned on the tip of his tongue, and his mouth hung slight ajar but word won’t do much good. Shutting his mouth Rome had his hand by her mouth ghost it’s fingerprints over her neck and trail over to her shoulder and run back along the distance of he arm on his shoulder. He snatched her by her wrist and pulled it off his shoulder and pressed a kiss to her palm and let his lips linger there and he closed his eyes and drunk in her scent. It was moment before he leisurely lifted his eye lids and locked with her gaze. He guided her hand lower until it hovered over the very center of his chest and released his hold on her so that he could spread his palm and press it against the back of her hand to close the distance that was between her hand and his chest. Removing his hand, it looped again to the small of her back again, this time pressing a little harder so that she would stay that close. Roman was very aware of the shape of her hand against his chest, sure the shirt was still in between but that didn’t stop that ever time he took a breath that he could feel the rise and fall of her palm with his chest. His eyes were still focused on her, even if she wasn’t looking back at him. Until this moment he had always thought he was above corruption or seduction, clearly not, because Averi was making him go against all that he believed. words.736 tagged.averi notes.you could roost a marshmallow off these two! xP

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[AVERI RYNN SILVER]

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[atrb=width,240] she wouldn't be surprised in the least if this was going to be it for them. as much as she wanted more and more of him, she figured that, just because she started it, didn't mean he would stick around. once he got what he wanted, he'd leave. exactly like everyone else. this was probably want he was waiting on, had been waiting on for the past couple of years and now that he was getting it, he'd leave and find a girl he actually wanted to be with. averi knew that she wasn't the type that someone would want to settle down with. she was the type that guys just wanted to use. she had learned to accept that a long time ago. and roman, he may be sweet and kind to her, but deep down, he wanted to bang her just like all the other guys. she wasn't special and would probably never be special. so she might as well give him what he wanted and let him be on her way. she wasn't going to let him get to her emotionally. she'd just shut down. nothing could harm her then. but even as she thought about all this, she still continued to seduce him. it was one of those things where she knew it was a loosing battle, so she might as well get something out of it in the end. as she kissed his thumb, her blue eyes watched him. wondering carefully what he was thinking at this time. was she doing something wrong, or right? did he want her as much as she wanted this? all these things popped into head. what if he was really just using her? she pushed the dark thoughts away for the moment, concentrating on him and his beautiful features. he did look stunning sitting beneath her. his eyes, his face, his body. all things averi had taken note of before, but never had gotten to look at so intimately. not so close. and never, ever, got to touch it. his eyes held desire, which made her want to please him more. do whatever it took to keep him right there. she only vaguely felt his hand now on her skin, her blue eyes were watching him, wanting him. averi kissed each of his figures just as seductively as the last, all the while watching his reaction. she wanted him to want her. to need her. no one had really felt that way about her, and she at least wanted to feel that once in her life, even though her reference of those feelings were somewhat skewed. she thought sex would give her those things, not a person that was in love with her. and she knew that no one could possibly fall in love with her. she closed his eyes as she felt his hand slide down her neck and run along her arm. chills shot through her, but she tried to stay as still as possible. once he stopped and grabbed her wrist, she opened her eyes, watching him take her palm, kissing it and closing his eyes.. her eyes watched him, when he opened his eyes, they locked. a small smirk played on her lips. her eyes didn't follow where he was guiding her hand, nor did she care, as long as he looked her like this for the rest of the time, he could do anything to her without much objection. averi smiled when he placed her hand on his chest. she could feel roman's muscle, even through the shirt. his body heat radiated out from him, warming her tremendously. his hands were on her again, and she liked it to stay that way. she pressed against his body, her hand staying right where he left it. she wanted to feel his lips against hers again. to feel that heat in her chest as she let him know just what she'd like to do to him. she wasn't going anywhere. this was too comfortable, too peaceful. and even though it sounded completely clique, she had never felt like this with anyone when she touched or was close to someone like this.	[atrb=width,140] words , 695 words tagged , roman notes , i smell epicness !
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[ROMAN JOSEPH GREY]

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[atrb=background,http://i54.tinypic.com/1twhdz.jpg] He was a romantic at heart and gentle when things got intimate, like right now. But the real thing was that he didn’t know if Averi liked those things. Rome was trying to make this moment last as long as possible because she could leave him after just this. The whole thought of being in a public place faded from his head as he sat there looking into the eyes of one of the people that was closest to him. It concerned him about how they would act around each other after his, though, were they still just friends? It was a jumble to say the least. And his heart rate was getting thicker but each touch. Was this how she was feeling or was he just some guy that she deemed good enough for a little fun and nothing more? Fingers still fumbled lightly with the edge of her dress and the other hand grabbed lightly at the back of the garment. This time when she pressed against him, he wasn’t able to hold in his low and rolled out moan. A grin toyed at his lips and he closed his eyes for a moment just to reveal in the feel of it all. It surprised him that probably no one but them heard it. Though, it was good that no one had it meant that they wouldn’t be interrupted. Usually, Roman would call himself a patient man. But in this instant his patience was running thin since that first kiss. He scanned her eyes for a second. God he wanted this, no, he wanted her. Swiftly, he slid both his hand to her head and neck, holding her tenderly. Lifting his back off the booth he moved up and pressed his lips to hers. He held her still as he massaged her lips with his but his hands soon fell to roam other places as they wrapped around her waist. His mouth open slightly and he slowly leaned back against the booth for support as he continued to kiss her. Rome hoped that he wasn’t pushing her to do anything she didn’t want. That was the last thing he ever wanted to do, push her too far. He cared for her, as if that wasn’t obvious. He breaking kiss, he looked at her and licked his lips, savoring the taste. Right now, she was the one in control of the situation, he was submitting enough to give her that. Honestly, she could do what ever she wanted, expect maybe remove his pants. He was still sane enough to determine the right and wrong of having sex in a corner booth with other people in the room. Besides he was a romantic. If they did get into anything he would prefer it either alone at her place or his. The rest of him was free game; surely she already knew that though. He wanted this, more then ever now that it was actually happening, but, now he wasn’t quite sure, but it felt as though Averi did too. He looked at her and stroked her spine with his fingers on her back, the heat increasing once more. Again, words weren’t going to help. words.532 tagged.averi notes.i hope this works

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[AVERI RYNN SILVER]

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[atrb=width,240] averi didn't really know what she liked. but if she had to choose, she probably liked a mixture of both kinds, gentle and sweet with a little roughness and desire thrown in. but she had never really had the sweet or gentle part because every person she had sex with just wanted to get to the climax, they just took from her. she wasn't one to dwell on it too much because she had been using them too. but she had no intentions on leaving roman after this. they would still continue to do this, even afterwards, she was sure of it. but then she wondered if he wanted to after this. what if he used her, got what he wanted, left and stopped being friends with her? that is exactly why she never trusted anyone, they always left her. maybe roman only wanted to see how it was, then actually pick up a girl that wanted what he wanted, a relationship, and leaving her in the dust. she couldn't really blame him. she probably would have left herself a long time ago. roman was much more than just a one night stand. he was her friend, some could argue that he was her best friend, but she wouldn't ever admit that in a million years. he was someone that she actually trusted more than anyone she had ever trusted before, but not enough with her heart. she probably would never trust anyone with that, ever. it was kind of sad, but that was just how averi worked. the sound of his moan was exciting. it made her think that he really was enjoy the closeness. she loved it, being touched like this. his hands seemed to fit snugly and perfectly against her body, and truthfully it was driving her crazy. with her hand still on his chest, she watched his hands move up to her face and neck, and saw him move up. she figured what he was doing, but it wasn't any less exciting. she kissed him with as much pressure as he was using against her lips. when she figured he thought she wasn't stopping the kiss, his hands roamed back down her body. his kiss was something else. something that she had never experienced before. was she falling for him? impossible. she could never do that. not with just one kiss, right? it seemed like a clique movie. her mouth follows his as he moved back on the booth. opening her mouth slightly with his, mimicking his motions, her other hand resting on his shoulder while the others only moved slightly across his chest. she wanted to feel his skin, his bare skin, but there was no way she'd get his shirt off where they were now, in public. averi knew he wouldn't go for that, so she settled for what it was. just a tiny little make out session that she didn't want to end. averi didn't like it when he broke the kiss and she frowned slightly before catching herself and turning her frown back into a smirk. she lost the feeling of his lips and missed his taste. but she saw him lick his lips, she knew what he was doing. savoring it just like she had when they first kissed. averi let him get well adjusted before getting back to want she wanted. her hand slide down his chest, almost teasing, resting in between her and him, as a finger or two traces the skin just above his waistline of his jeans. she finally felt bare skin, and if he wasn't going to take his shirt off for him, she was gonna try to figure out the next best thing, and this would be it. her hand slowly slid under the material of his shirt, all the while, she was watching him, waiting for him to pull her hand away, push her away because this was not what he wanted.	[atrb=width,140] words , 658 words tagged , roman notes , i smell epicness !
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[ROMAN JOSEPH GREY]

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[atrb=background,http://i54.tinypic.com/1twhdz.jpg] Even if it never went farther then this, he wouldn’t leave her. He knew she worked differently and didn’t like it when things got too serious or loving, but that was how he worked. And he would still hang around her even if her ideas never changed. But Roman didn’t want it to come to a friends-with-benefits arrangement, it would have to mean something and not just be an escape from a sad or overwhelming incident. He would still be there for her and ease her through whatever storm she was dealing with, he wasn’t the kind of man to deny a woman in a bad moment, especially a friend. He liked being the one of someone to lean on; he was already filling the place of brother for Genevine. Rome felt like he needed to look out for people. So why would he ever just walk away from her? It was weird, now he and Averi were just friends and he had had a few girlfriends in his time, but none of them ever had him questioning himself. In fact he never over thought any of those relationships. He flashed minor confusion in his expression after he broke their second kiss. He swore that there was a frown on her lips, that’s were his eyes were planted after all, but still he wasn’t expecting that. It made him feel a bit more confident that she actually liked kissing him, but when she smirked, so did he. Moments like this seemed perfect between two people and it made him want to sigh in content, but that idea was halted when a tickling shiver went lower down his chest. His gaze snapped down and watched her fingers glide down his shirt and pause momentarily to toy with the skin at his waist. The light traces of her finger tips entranced him. The second she slide her full palm against the muscles of his abdomen, Roman took a sharp intake of breath and held it as goose bumps formed. Even though his whole was flaming and his heat was mixing with hers, there was still a refreshing chilling effect from the skin to skin contact. He shallowed and slowed his breathing so that his chest didn’t rise up and down so much. Releasing his breath, Rome looked at Averi and grinned, he clearly wasn’t stopping her. With his hands around her, it seemed like the world stopped and that was why no one was noticing. He glided his hands smoothly along her sides and had them outline every curve of her form, making a mental image of her though feel rather then sight. It was basically his first time laying a hand on her, he wasn’t even sure why he hadn’t before. Maybe because he thought it would lead him down this path if he did, but she hadn’t offered him a friendly touches either. So what was her reason? Though now that he had his hands on her Roman wasn’t quite sure he would let go. He kept his gaze looking back into hers the whole time. With on arm looping around her waist, he clung her to him while the other hand had traveled up and curled its finger between a few of her crimson locks of hair. And then push it back behind her ear as he let his knuckles brush against her cheek and linger there before cupping the side of her face and caressing her lips and cheek with his thumb. words.584 tagged.averi notes.i hope this works

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[AVERI RYNN SILVER]

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[atrb=width,240] all this was beginning to get complicated. she wasn't sure what was going on between them. she was sure that she had never felt anything like this before. his hands on her body was intoxicating and she loved breathing in his scent every time she got close enough. but what were they? curious friends? no, that seem right. did she want more? she really didn't know. at this time, it felt it was only them in the crowded restaurant. them in this booth, kissing and holding each other close. but what was going to happen when they stopped. would they go back to being friends or would he want more, or worse, did she want more? but she could survive whether or not he left her. she could pretend things didn't exist, she had been doing that for twenty one years. she could shut down, not let anyone in her life like she had let him in, not let anyone as close as he was. but what if he waned more? no, she'd deal with that when the time come. right now she wanted to concentrate on his warm, welcoming hands on her body and the feel of his lips against hers. roman wouldn't go any further than kissing her though, she knew it. especially in a public place, without the title of boyfriend and girlfriend. she wondered if she could get him to go further than this. she was sure that if she asked him to go some where less public she could get him to do exactly what she wanted. without the title because he seemed pretty wavering on the subject now. but she wouldn't do that. she respected him too much to compromise his values like that, at least for this moment in time. averi wanted this more than she would let on. she was now in over her head with him. she didn't want to leave his arms, even if he or her were to suggest going someplace more private. he'd have to somewhat hold her the whole way there. she was stuck. she didn't want a relationship, but she was beginning to question everything she thought she knew. why did the one person that was there in front of her this whole time have this effect over her? she couldn't move away from him now, she was drawn to him somehow. she wanted to know exactly how it was happening. it was a gift roman had, and now she knew it existed. it confused her how gravity seemed to pull her to him now. when this was over, would this feeling be over? she hoped not, but then again, she hoped it would because it meant it was just physical and that she wasn't falling for her best friend. she watched him as her fingers brushed his skin, and her smirk brightened when she felt the goosebumps on his skin. she could do this to him, what other things could she do if she was in the right place? her smirk mirrored her deviant ways that she was thinking. averi's hand slide up his chest further, feeling those rock hard muscles. mmm those muscles, she had never seen him shirtless so this was all new to her. she wanted so badly to see more of him, but she didn't think he'd allow it. roman was very good looking, averi was surprised that she even had the opportunity to be able to kiss him, let alone to touch him. usually guys like this would go after models or someone that looked like them. but averi was just average. nothing special about her. she didn't want him to stop. ever. watching slide her closer, tightening his arm around her, she smiled. she had never felt this way. ever. it was like he was reading her mind and made sure that she felt like he wanted her. his hand found her hair, twirling it a it as her hand that was on his shoulder dropped down, sliding underneath his shirt. averi lifted his shirt further up, spreading her hand across his chest, pressing her body against his skin. though she still had her dress on, the parts of her skin that was not covered touched his bare chest and shocking sensations went through her body. something had her and she wasn't sure she wanted it to let go. roman's hand cupped her chest and she smiled when his thumb, once again was on her lips. she leaned her face forward, kissing him a little more needy. her mouth opening her her tongue pressing against his lips, wanting acceptance. she couldn't help it. her brain was scrambled. he had made her question why she had been pushing him away for so long. why she thought he would hurt her? she tried pushing away the thoughts that she might be falling for her best friend. hard.	[atrb=width,140] words , 816 words tagged , roman notes , i smell epicness !
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[ROMAN JOSEPH GREY]

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[atrb=background,http://i54.tinypic.com/1twhdz.jpg] His rational mind was dripping away. He knew he was in public, which already had him slightly aware that things could go a lot further in this booth then originally thought. It was a new feeling really, maybe because they were friends and he had never done anything like his before or maybe it was something else entirely. At this moment he wished he could read minds, well at least Averi’s mind. Roman looked back at her but all that he could get was from her expressions, her smile and her eyes. He wanted to know that actual thoughts behind all that though. But his mind went blank when he felt her other hand join the party on his chest under his shirt. The fabric was pushed up slightly, teasing between the border of taking it off and keeping it on. But a good part of his lower abdomen was now getting high by the conditioned air in the room. More goose bump rose up across his skin, mostly around where her hands still touched. She was leaning toward him, and he smirked just before their lips meet again. It was more powerful this time, more wanting, well more something. Though he had been pleasantly surprised by the run of her tongue over his lips. Right now he couldn’t really say no, so Rome opened his mouth slightly and pushed back against her. His hand on her cheek he lowered and, with his other hand, shifted their position and rested on her lower back but still inching their way down. Oh yeah, things like this he could defiantly get use to. But it went against what he preferred, what he was. He was a gentleman, but that wasn’t showing too clearly under all the fog that filled him and made him question it. But he didn’t want to think too much right now, this was all about action. A moan slipped out of him again and it drowned out the sound of foot steps getting closer. He didn’t realize that there was a person standing at the end of the table at the booth until a voice peeked up. “Excuse me, but the club is down a few blocks.” Instantly, Rome snapped out of it and stopped kissing Averi again. But he didn’t push her off him or away from him, he held her there with him and just turned his head to look at the one who had spoke. Okay, it was official, the waitress was a bitch. Rome’s usually soft brown eyes dulled and he just looked at her like he was looking through her. “Sir this isn’t a make-out bar, if she wants to get fired she can continue what she started.” His jaw clenched and he flicked his eyes to Averi before looking back at the waitress; he wanted to get his answer in before Averi had to speak. “Look, it was my idea miss. She didn’t want to at first but I persuaded her into it. So, it’s my fault.” Roman faked a guilty expression and sighed some, looking back at the girl in his lap. He peeked up a soft smile and just looked at her. He be damned if he let her take the blame for that. words.544 tagged.averi notes.i hope this works

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[AVERI RYNN SILVER]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,10,true][atrb=style, background-color: #423c42;,true][cs=2] & YOU'RE NOT EVEN HUMAN ` YOU'RE JUST A LOVELY IDEA OF ONE WHO I ACCIDENTALLY LOVED AND GAVE EVERYTHING TO BECOME THE GIRL ON THE PIANO BENCH SINGING ALL OF HER TEARS - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - away
[atrb=width,240] averi loved the feeling of his skin against hers. it felt amazing and tingled a little. as if tiny little electric shocks were going through him into her. she liked that he was giving her what she wanted when she wanted it. he touched like he actually wanted her. he held her like someone who truly wanted to be close to her. when she kissed him, he follow suit, opening his mouth, and she explored him as she deepen the kiss. this was going a little fast, but averi would have lost her clothes along time for him if he had just asked. she connected to him better than anyone and she wanted to reward him for all his great services. she had a very weird idea of rewards, yes. but she thought of sex as not something two people did only when they were in love, because she had never been in love. she thought that that was what guys wanted when they did something right, so she gave it to them and it was fine because she didn't really feel anything for them anyways. it was just mindless sex. but this, even if it was just a make out session, she felt more in these moments than she had felt her entire life. was that creepy or what? she smirked against his lips briefly when she heard him moan. then out of no where, she heard a voice. she pulled back, looking, no glaring, at the waitress that had interrupted them. it was the same one that wanted roman before he insulted her and she splashed his water on his face. she felt her face blush red, the heat was almost unbearable. she wanted to move, put her jacket on and leave, but romans hands were not allowing her to do no such thing. then the bitch started in. it was her fault, and she let it happen. in her own workforce. she was such a slut. she sighed, sliding her hands from his shirt. she was ready to get off and punch the girl in the face when roman spoke up. was he really taking the blame? just then she realized how much of a sweet guy roman was. how he was protecting her, it was almost like he would stay with her. like he wasn't going anywhere if she needed him to stay. she stayed very quiet while he was talking to the waitress, chewing on her lip. averi piratically couldn't hear them anymore because she was so deep in thought. she now had time to relive what just happened. all the feeling she felt were still there. so many this wasn't just a physical thing. maybe this was real, true feelings. and maybe pigs could fly. averi watched them converse not really hearing their conversation, her eyes were focused on roman, trying to decifer what he his actions where, if he had really wanted her to come over and kiss him to begin with. what if he was regretting everything. what if he didn't want her, he just was her good friend that wanted to protect her from some bitches accusations? averi didn't know whether she would be happy or disappointed if it turned out to be that way.	[atrb=width,140] words , 544 words tagged , roman notes , i smell epicness !
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[ROMAN JOSEPH GREY]

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[atrb=background,http://i54.tinypic.com/1twhdz.jpg] It was a bit embarrassing to get caught in such a position in a public place. But then again, it was a public place, they were bound to be see by someone sometime, it was just surprising how long it was until someone did come over. Though Rome would have preferred it had been someone besides the waitress. She just had something against Averi, it wasn’t hard to tell. Jealousy? Maybe, she had pushed herself at him earlier and now had just found him making-out with a girl that she worked with. Or it could have been a rivalry that started before Roman ever came into the picture. After he had defended Averi, he looked at the waitress and noticed the direction of her eyes were on the space between then and the contact that they shared. The situation was still compromising, and he didn’t want to put Averi in further trouble. He didn’t want to, but he reluctantly let his hold on the girl loosen and his hands slide off her. He didn’t regret anything, but it was probably better if Averi was able to get off him and get her jacket on the other side of the booth. Looking at her with a small smile, Roman let his fingers linger on her legs so that he didn’t loose her feel already. He might have removed his hand but the man had no intentions on moving her off him. Sure it might be better if she wasn’t currently still straddling him but if she didn’t want to move he wasn’t going to argue. It felt odd to think that way; they were friend and friends aren’t comfortable getting straddled by other friends. But he felt perfectly fine with her over him. It made him question how she felt. “I suggest either sitting down like normal people and order something or leave and do what you were doing somewhere else.” Again the waitress’s words cut into his thoughts; it was really starting to get annoying. And it was becoming obvious that she had no patience’s. “Just hold on a second. Some of us like to take our time.” His gaze was harder on her face but he kept himself calm and respectful as he usually was around women. She folded her arms and stared at him. It wasn’t a mean stare or annoyed one, which was what made him raise an eyebrow in confusion at her. Flicking his eyes back to Averi, he decided to watch instead of the waitress whose gaze he could still feel all over him. It sent a creepy shiver through his spine and he cringed at it the tiniest bit. But looking at Averi helped ease that. He realized that she had been quiet and still the whole time, which was unlike her. She was obviously thinking about things, mostly likely about what just happened. But Rome wanted to know if it was thinking in favor of what just happened or if her thoughts opposed the idea. He needed to do some thinking of his own. He had always wondered what it would be like if they had kissed and done anything else, he had also teased his mind with the idea of asking for a relationship. They were friends, and maybe she wanted it to stay that way but he wasn’t sure how he would deal if a casual thing with one of his best friends. The feeling of still wanting more was there and that was enough to make him think that it wasn’t just a rush. words.594 tagged.averi notes.i hope this works

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